The Secret Act 8:18 When Simon saw that the apostles by merely laying on hands conferred the Spirit, he pulled out his money, excited, Act 8:19 and said, "Sell me your secret! Show me how you did that! How much do you want? Name your price!" In any performance related discipline there is a method by which one can acquire an unbelievable and magical skill. There is a way, given the proper insight, training and practice, for one to master certain abilities and find that in the presentation of those abilities there is a promise of great notoriety, accolades and recognition. While the performance may be incredible and beyond others ability to understand or figure out, there is always a method of acquiring that ability to which the performer has committed diligently. There may be a very special gift of ability that has been given to the individual, but they usually also have an incredible passion for perfecting that gift which has driven them to consistent development of and devotion to the method by which they might acquire that perfection. In watching and listening to a virtuoso musician it is impossible to comprehend the magic that is taking place. Each finger works independently, air is compressed and forces controlled vibrations, and hands strike objects with rhythmic precision all producing sounds that may inspire a complete spectrum of emotional response. The master of his instrument makes this magic look easy and almost effortless, but there surely is a process that, in its careful following, has brought his skill to this level of ease. I recently saw a street magician on television that approaches expect people on the street and performs these completely unbelievable magic tricks for them. As he approaches them you can tell they are quite skeptical and suspicious, but as be begins to work his magic, there is an admiration given to him for his display and he is praised for his special ability. Watching him you would really think that he is doing something beyond the natural realm and probing the supernatural, (which may be partially true) but upon hearing him speak about it, his ability seemed to come from a passion he possessed from childhood for magic which drove him to learn all he could from magicians that had gone before him. By the way he spoke, the ability to perform each magical trick came by a great deal of practice and discipline. For him, in adhering to and developing the methods of each trick, there is the way of accomplishing these incredible feats of magic. For anyone who has given themselves to a discipline of method, (and for anyone that knows what it takes to acquire those performance abilities) there is a potential road block in acquiring and operating in things of the spirit. They know that it is possible to accomplish all these other things by diligence and understanding, and, for them, it is all a matter of just finding out the "secret" of how it is done. The first thing that is usually spoken by an observer is, "How did he/she do that?". The mind always begins to reason as to what is actually going on to produce these results. There is an impression that there is some kind of natural exchange that can always bring about the acquisition of that supernatural ability. Much time and resources can be given to learning the "hows" and the "whys", and in the process of pursuing spiritual results, even with a heart, it is possible to achieve similar outward evidence, but never understand the method by which the true and authentic are really coming to pass. Simon was a much perfected and celebrated magician who had a highly developed understanding of natural methods of performing unbelievable things. For his mind, there had to be some method for this "speaking in tongues" trick that he should be able to acquire somehow and he was willing to pay for it. While he was born again, there was still this resident passion for the evidence itself and a desire to do whatever he could to get it. Somehow his perception was that this was about the ones through whom the evidence was being seen rather than the One that was really performing the work through them. He saw the honor that was being given to them as similar to the honor that had brought him financial gain and it was hard to make this separation of the working of this "trick" from its potential rewards. He did find out from Peter, though, that there was no way that these things could be acquired through natural means. Only a life of holy worship would bring about the evidence of His presence as its purpose became fixed on bringing glory to God. There will always be evidence of His presence that in itself can become something of great desire as there is apparent recognition given to the one through whom the work is done. In giving oneself to natural methods and means of exchange there can be an attempt to acquire this spiritual ability. The method for experiencing these things of the spirit will never truly be found by any natural means, however, but only through a life given totally to an honoring awareness of the presence of the One who will do the work and accomplish things beyond what we have yet seen or imagined. Confined to the vision of what we may have seen accomplished in others, there may be a complete missing out of what the Spirit is really wanting to accomplish through us. A passion for knowing Him, though, and diligently seeking His kingdom will not be without evidence as His Spirit is given passage through which it can flow. May the true purpose for any evidence of His presence be accomplished by the revelation of His glory in changing power and might as our hearts delight alone in the vision of His face. 3/23/04