Complaint To Praise Psa 109:7 When he's judged, let the verdict be, "Guilty," and when he prays, let his prayer turn to sin. There was an unfortunate life experience that inspired the prayer of Psalm 9. Betrayed and falsely accused by a close friend, David was full of detailed thoughts of what should happen to him. Though he had trusted and loved him, this former friend was now cursing David and telling lies that were bringing great trials and danger upon him. Completely consumed with his unjustified attacks, David was bringing a prayer to God for the complete demise of this person and his family. He prayed that he would die an early death, making widows and orphans, that they would lose everything they owned and become bankrupt, and that they would be completely covered in curses. He even prayed that satan would be sent to bring all this evil on him. It seemed to David that in doing all this destruction God would be proving his love and demonstrating righteousness. Verses 22-25, though, reveal what took place inside David as a result of this preoccupation with his betrayal: Psa 109:22 I'm at the end of my rope, my life in ruins. Psa 109:23 I'm fading away to nothing, passing away, my youth gone, old before my time. Psa 109:24 I'm weak from hunger and can hardly stand up, my body a rack of skin and bones. Psa 109:25 I'm a joke in poor taste to those who see me; they take one look and shake their heads. By dwelling on what had been done to him and praying for destruction upon the perpetrator, David was actually bringing oppression and depression upon himself. For some reason this situation was bigger to David than all the animals, elements, giants and enemies that had come before. This situation was bigger than Goliath to him and his response wasn't initial proclamation of the strength and overcoming ability of God to deliver, it was curses and cries for help. Somehow this attack came to David in a place where he was vulnerable, in a personal realationship where he had trusted and loved someone. He might have better understood and related to a field of battle and the direct attacks of a declared enemy, but when the undermining came from within his own leadership it was more personal and became a more effective weapon than any that had been used against him prior to this. While this mulling over of his predicament and praying for the destruction of the man that brought this on him was actually damaging his own confidence and self-image, in allowing this to be an honest expression before God, he was able to give his situation to God. Rather than allowing this to be a personal exercise that would continually eat away at him, there was a release for him in bringing it to God and allowing it to become God's situation rather than just his. Psa 109:30 My mouth's full of great praise for GOD, I'm singing his hallelujahs surrounded by crowds, Psa 109:31 For he's always at hand to take the side of the needy, to rescue a life from the unjust judge. David's way past the pain and destruction that had come against him wasn't in remaining in that place of bitterness where curses filled his mouth, but it was found in these last two verses where the praises of his God replaced those curses. From the depths of despair that thoughts of his betrayal inflicted, he was lifted by a vision of victory as his praises allowed God to take His place of dominance once more. As God is allowed to be a part of our every moment, even when there is a particularly painful or difficult one that comes our way, the darkness of that moment will be turned to light as our complaint is turned to praise. His presence, when acknowledged, will bring content for the mouth that will always make the way to victory, first for the soul and then for the situation. 2/10/04